Saturday, November 22, 2008
O-HO !!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
तुम हो एक हवा का झोंका
Poem :
आओ के ना आओ तुम
कब से आंखें तरस रही हैं
अब तो दरस दिखाओ तुम
बाग़ बगीचे खिल उठते हैं
आहट तेरी पाते ही
फ़िर खामोशी छा जाती है
बस तुम्हारे जाते ही
बहुत हो गयी अब जुदाई
काटा बहुत अकेलापन
अब तो तुम ऐसे आ जाओ
फिर ना वापस जाओ तुम
तुम हो एक हवा का झोंका
आओ के ना आओ तुम
Friday, October 17, 2008
Tag on 'Addictions'
Doing this tag was easy as I already know the five things I am addicted to which are listed below and I have placed them according to the degree of addiction.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Missing the target !
This is an incident I had a few years ago when I was in Kanpur. The winter had just started and I preferred keeping my windows open so that fresh air can make my sleep more enchanting. I generally am in the habit of covering whole body from head to toe if its chilling outside.So there was I, sleeping soundly. There comes a time in the morning when although we are sleeping we unconsciously know that the morning has come and its time to wake up. So it was during this time that something hit my face with a bang. The sound of it was too loud for me to understand what was it. Although living alone generally I dont fear moving into my empty house even when it is dark, but this time it was different. I just laid there. The sheet was still covering my face but the hit was real nasty and I just couldn't comprehend what was it. Has the fan above me fallen down? No its so big, it cant be. Has one of the wings broken. No I can still feel the air of the fan. Two minutes gone then five minutes. I was really worried. Or is it my windows are open and may be some bird has accidentally got inside and got hit with the fan and now it lays their. oh shit! is it some crow? sparrow. Oh my! these thoughts ran fast through my mind.Then finally I took courage and very fast I lifted my blanket to really see the thing. Fear and curiosity both were ruling inside my mind by then. What was it ? Where is it? I couldnt locate anything. I got up and then walked a little to the window.
There it was lying just behind the door. Well Oh! its the folded newspaper with a tight rubber band on top. Now I got more curious. To my amazement the windows had iron bars and something can get inside only if it is thrown almost straight from outside but my flat was on the second floor and the newspaper vendor always has to throw it from below. Only this time he missed the target which till then was always my balcony. :)
Now I was getting more curious. I then did my own research. In the end I came to the conclusion that there's only one way that it can really enter through the bars. All the permutation and combinations pointed out that only when the object (in this case folded newspaper) is approx 45 degrees titled and also takes one more turn when half of it is already inside the bars of the window that the object can enter. It was a highly improbable thing and I was able replicate the action only after doing some hard work by really working it out.
Since then till I stayed in Kanpur I never covered my face while sleeping or whenever I did I took care that the windows are closed. :)
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Ankhiyaan -'Eyes' (Poem in Punjabi)
Two things caught my mind when I read this poem, first the ease of the words which I understood unlike her other poems which demand knowledge of punjabi vocabulary. The second was the simple monotony which makes the poem go on and on into infinity. What I still fail to understand is why the thinking of eyes always remind us of a female character. I think this poem can be transposed on a male character too with ease!
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Thursday, September 4, 2008
My third Composition (Kahin-Door)
According to me four things are essential to make up a good song. Tune which comes spontaneously out of your humming something. Lyrics which are added to something you already have in your mind. Music which is created with the use of an instrument, in my case Guitar and finally voice which gives it a human dimension. Only when all these four things work in tandom a good song is made.Will have to work out on all these areas more or less.
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This song is close to me as even I myself have made so many interpretations of what exactly I want to convey. :)
Lyrics of the song :
likhta hoon mein jo dil mein aaye
(I write what comes to my heart)
vo jo afsaana hai mera
(that which is my story)
keh doon mein man ki saari baatein
(I say all that is in my mind)
yeh bhi tarana hai mera
(this is also my song)
aisa mera hai kehna
(this is wat I have to say)
rukna na chalte rehna
(dont stop keep moving)
jaana to hai ab zaroor....
(have to go for sure....)
kahin door-kahin door
(somewhere far somewhere far)
jahan manzil ho raahon mein
(where the destination is on the way)
kahin door-kahin door
(somewhere far somewhere far)
jahan kudrat ho baahon mein
(where fate is in your hands)
chalta rehta hoon mein aise
(I walk as if)
koi na thikana hai mera
(there's no place for me)
kho jaaun leke apni yaadein
(I loose myself in my thoughts)
koi na sarhana hai mera
(theres no one to comfort me)
khojun mein khud ko jaise
(I try to find myself)
koi batlaye kaise?
(but how? someone tell me)
jaane ko mein hoon mazboor....
(I am compelled to go)
kahin door-kahin door
(somewhere far somewhere far)
jahan saaya ho raaton mein
(where there's shadow at nights)
kahin door-kahin door
(somewhere far somewhere far)
jahan khamoshi ho baaton mein
(where there's silence in the talk)
ye tha jo dil mein mere aaya
(this was what came to my mind)
yahi tha afsaana mera
(this was my tale)
keh di mene man ki saari baatein
(I have spoken all my thoughts)
yahi tha tarana mera
(this was my song)
Friday, August 15, 2008
Tere Bin (Rabbi) Cover Song
Ofcourse comments that can lead to improvement in my guitar and vocals will be highly appreciated.
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P.S : One such song is from his latest album Avengi ja nahi titled 'Ballo'. The complete explanation and meaning of this song is beautifully explained at docmitasha's blog.
The beauty of a song comes alive and enjoyment doubles when we really start feeling the song as it was the case with this song.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Trick No. 9
The utility of this simple device can't be undermined. Although the main function of 'Silai' is to tuck the leftover hair inside a Sikh's turban or patka (Sikh child's headgear) it has provided succour to me innumerable times. Not long ago one of our server room in our office which requires an access card to get inside somehow got forcefully shut and the bottom of the door came out. The access card gave away its use. Nobody to help me out and the work being of urgent nature, again I applied this trick. I placed my Silai near the door's knob and pushed it inside. Then just tilting the edge a little the door gave way and I was able to use my access card. Yo! it worked once again, I literally uttered to myself.
I call it trick 9 because the shape of 'Silai'is like number nine when its tip is pointed below.This trick not only works on tough and serious occasions but under normal circumstances also it comes handy. Be it opening of jam tins,tearing away the maggi packets or pulling out small things out of the places where your fingers cant reach, if used sensibly and intelligently it really works and saves a lot of time.
So much so that It has become one of my five kakaars (so to say ..hehehe.) after my Purse, Handkerchief, Pen and my Mobile which I always keep with myself whenever I go out of my house. Not to speak of the situations when out of nowhere you suddenly feel an itch somewhere on your back and you know your fingers cant reach that place, atleast I know I am well equipped with a solution and that is to follow my trick 9. One likely place where i have never used it is to poke somebody with it but a peace loving person as I am may be the need hasn't arrived till now. :)
I salute My Silai through this post (a deserved one)!
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Aksar (Cover Version)
Click on the play button to listen to the song or click on the link below it to download.
http://soundclick.com/share?songid=6709179
Friday, June 27, 2008
My Second Composition
Below is my second composition titled "Jaana Meri Jaana". Click to play or use link below to download.
http://soundclick.com/share?songid=6669231
Lyrics -
jaana meri jaana
mere khwaabon mein
tu naa aana.
tu mere din aur raat mein
khamoshi aur baat mein
jaane jaana tu kahan
aa ke mujhe bataana
jaana meri jaana
mere khwaabon mein
tu naa aana -2
tu mere sangeet mein
mere labon ke geet mein
jaane jaana meri dhun mein
dhun mein tu samaana
jaana meri jaana
mere khwaabon mein
tu naa aana.
tu naa aana ...fade
Friday, June 20, 2008
Manpreet's tag
Manpreet tagged me on this with instructions to do it soon. So here are the answers :
I’m: my image of myself.
I think: that I think too much.
I know: that I know less.
I want: my wants to end.
I have: a reasonable good heart.
I wish: I was able to live life completely in the present cherishing each and every moment without thinking of past or future.
I hate: when I am misunderstood and when in the middle of my sleep it dawns on me that I have forgot to put milk in the refrigerator.
I miss: the love of ‘love’ of my life, my future wife.
I fear: death.
I feel: I should be more tactful while dealing with people.
I hear: my inner voice.
I smell: of the deodorant I am wearing.
I crave: to be with the nature and learning and playing guitar all the time.
I search: for my things when I loose them and that includes peace of mind.
I wonder: how humans came into being, if man made God or God made man and ‘when’ did time came into existence.
I regret: not learning music and guitar early in my life.
I love: being in love with myself.
I ache: to be on a joy ride again in a helicopter.
I care: not to hurt others.
I believe: that beliefs are a part of individual conditioning and everybody has one.
I dance: whenever I feel like when I am alone, in marriages or with like minded friends.
I sing: whenever I feel like, sometimes all day long and mostly within myself.
I cry: when I feel or imagine the happening of true love.
I fight: only when I am hard pressed for it.
I write: when there’s no other choice of communicating.
I win: hearts of little children by being generous to them.
I lose: the track of the already visited location when in a new city.
I never: fail to compliment tasty dishes even if made by a person I don’t like.
I always: try to balance things, thoughts and ideas in my life. ( Libran trait)
I confuse: between various dal(cereals) names.(eg. Dal arhar, dal moong, dal masran)
I listen: to all kinds of music.
I can usually be found: doing work in my office or reading, learning or playing guitar and doing daily chores when at home.
I am scared: of loosing myself in the crowd.
I need: balance in my life.
I am happy about: giving meaning to my life through my own will.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
'Mein Kho Jaoon' song gets a Booster
http://soundclick.com/share?songid=6646859
Lyrics -
mein kho jaaun
teri yaadon mein -2
tu hai basi
mere khyalon mein
mein kho jaaun
teri in yaadon mein-2
tum door kyon khadi
pass aao na
jaan ho meri
jaan jao na
tum bhi kuch kaho
hum bhi kuch kahen
baaton baaton mein
tum yaad aao na
hum bhi tum bhi
milenge kabhi
mein kho jaun
teri yaadon mein - 2
tum yaad mein meri
bas jao na
tum ruh mein meri
sama jao na
tum paas mein raho
door jao na
chahte meri
poori kar jao na
hum bhi tum bhi
milenge kahin
mein kho jaun
teri yaadon mein -2
tu hai basi
mere khyalon mein
mein kho jaun
teri yaadon mein -2
Saturday, June 7, 2008
No television
If you are reading this post probably theres a high probability that you own a television and watch it daily, not the case with the writer of this blog. Not to point out or say that its a big thing to do but I think 25 yrs was a sufficient time for me to understand the reality of wasting my time seeing the illusions (blended with reality) through a television set. No doubt I still revel and cherish the memories of my favourite programmes I used to watch during my teens when there was only one channel 'Doordarshan' which did not give us much choice as the programmes were so few in number yet I don't think it was late when reality struck on me and I decided not to purchase television when I started living alone around 7 years back. Since then I haven't felt any strong desire to own a set. Any passing thought of owing one is followed by bouts of thoughts of the mess it will make (or I will make) if I bought one. In fact my living alone makes up a strong case for me to own one.Quite often it surprises people around me when I tell them that I don't own a t.v all the while expecting me to give my views on a particular program they have watched. As it happened twice today it compelled me to write this post.
I won't call it an idiot box as the term is often coined to it. In fact it has benefited the society in many ways. Little children and old people who may have denied access to the wonderful world of reading and activities due to their physical inabilities surely benefit. Professionals in the busy corporate world get a chance to have a look at the happenings around them during their short break through
television. But this is not the case with everyone. Its only that we people who have been brought up on the diet of television watching which has now become an integral part of our daily lives don't really know how the other side is as they haven't walked into it.All of us accept the fact that too much of everything is bad.But when it comes to implementing it in case of watching too much television we simply don't show the guts.
Next time just try to watch out the time you devote to surfing channels (which are at least a hundred in the city I live). This time excludes the time you actually devote to a program you find interesting (or not interesting) before u switch to the main channel you are watching.
No doubt the images get registered into our mind much fast than the written word but the written word provides us to think on different dimensions.The places and histories we can visit through our imagination through the written media provide us with an infinite field which the stuffy media fails to showcase us. Only then the essence of our imagination can be realised. The retention of data of voice and images from television in our mind is very less. Moreover in spite of there being so many channels the choice of what to beam solely rest on the channel producers for whom we are just one more product.
Yes I do understand that news and informative live programs (be it live news or sports) and science channels do hold an edge over other mediums of information yet I m sure and confirm that if one is not 'crazy' enough and if one just tries to identify and pick up some other sources and mediums he can really nullify the losses. Moreover what I have found out is that even the news that we watch only a small percentage is actually what we retain or want to retain.The same goes for science channels.Certainly I have to miss live events (in my case live cricket) but that price is worth paying for.
The real life offers more wonderful things for relaxation and adventure that can't be offered through the square box in our living room.In my case if I had television I don't think I would have found time to learn guitar which I think I have started a little late in my life.A morning or evening walk through the serene nature,an open mind to know the events around you, and a realization about the things that will make you happy in the real life will be more rewarding than the pleasure and knowledge offered to you by the television set. We can leave the television for others in our family who need. It is not necessary that we have to constrain ourselves from something that pleases us the most. We will find time to meet our loved ones and build our relationships. Not making TV an essential part of life will make us to experience the essentials of our life. Moreover with the passing of time we will come to understand that life without television is not a mishappening, but something closer to LIFE.
Friday, May 30, 2008
My first composition
http://soundclick.com/share?songid=6555366
Monday, May 12, 2008
Shabad (Ja ke vas hain khan sultan)
Singing this shabad in my own way has definitely hurt some souls who have told me that shabads should not be turned into tunes of pop culture. I am with them if the shabad is made of some song tune already used. I differ though if the music is ones own creation.
http://soundclick.com/share?songid=6513352
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Learning guitar
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Sanskrit shlok
Yav Jivet sukham jivet
Rinam kritva dhrit pibet
bhasmi bhutasya dehsya
punaragaman kutah.
A sanskrit Shlok meaning :
Live happily while you are alive
drink ghee by taking loan
your body will turn into ashes
who says there's life after death.
Monday, March 10, 2008
Poems
The days became joyous
Never in my life
How fool I was
Was this the reason
Should we avoid love
I am not a poet
A time came when it looked
Out of a whirlpool
The ship is now sailing
Hurdles may come again
May the ship sail endless
I am not a poet